Monday, July 4, 2016

Episode 3: return of the sith...ter

Title has two meanings. One...MY SISTER IS HOME NOW WHATTTTT.

Sis. Hansen home from her mission in Kazakhstan

Also, this is (most likely) my last full week with Anziano Cowden before my third transfer begins, so "episode" three is right around the corner! Exciting, no?

Ciao tutti! Hope you're all as happy as I am today! Also, happy Fourth of July to all you people in America!

Anyways, I'll get right to it.

First up: meeting the president! Let me just say how awesome that was. First off we had three zones (Rome East, Rome West, Napoli) all packed into the Rome 2 church, and the Rome 2 church really isn't that big. But we made it work!

Photo source: http://pickerdsitalyromemission.blogspot.com

Anyways, all of us were there early and literally two minutes before he walked in, we decided that when he did walk in, we'd all stand up and start singing the mission hymn. I'll include lyrics and a translation at the bottom. I'll be honest, it was one of the coolest moments of my life. There were around 60 ish missionaries, we were the first group he'd met, and this was the first time he'd seen any of us. And we sang it SO loud and SO well! The room was so full of the spirit that it was tangible. IT WAS AWESOME. And then we had a mini mission conference! The assistants taught about using commitments as a way to find those people who are ready for the gospel. In preach my gospel it talks about how we should rarely ever talk to someone without inviting them to action. RARELY. What does that mean? We need to be inviting everyone to action! And how easy is it? Easier than we think it is. Invite them to church! Invite them to accept a Book of Mormon! Invite them to meet missionaries! There's so many ways we can invite people to come unto Christ. And it doesn't have to be weird either. All we have to do is go out with a willingness in our hearts, a smile on our face, and a desire to help bring people to Christ. So long as we do that, the spirit will be there and he'll carry our message to their hearts. After that our zone leaders taught us about finding and all the different things we can do! Finding is hard, but it can be effective and you can make it fun! It made me think of an idea that I'm really looking forward to trying soon. If anyone has any ideas for finding, send them my way! We need all the creativity we can get!

After that, we actually got to meet president Pickerd!

Pres. and Sis. Pickerd
(Photo source: http://pickerdsitalyromemission.blogspot.com)

That was awesome. He didn't have much time to talk with each of us, but all of us had just a minute or two to talk with them. They've went over the lists of missionaries and where they're from over and over and over again, so every time they called us by name they'd say "Anziano Hansen from Saratoga Springs!" or something like that haha. They're awesome! We got to learn a bit about their family and what they've done so far up to this point in their lives, and then president Pickerd talked to us about repentance and walking with Christ. I'm really really REALLY looking forward to getting to know him and having him as my mission president. It's going to be awesome! Afterwards we had hamburgers for lunch. HAMBURGERS. IN ITALY. It's a rare thing, let me tell you. But it was so good! We did it specifically in celebration of the Fourth of July haha. It was awesome though getting to meet a bunch of new people while we were there.


Enjoying July 4th p day celebration in Italy :)

It was a great experience. Afterwards, we drove back to Pescara with the zone leaders to do a scambio. And that's the next thing to talk about. The scambio was awesome! I went with Anziano Jorgensen and Anziano Cowden went with Anziano Coe. Both of the zone leaders are hilarious, and they've both been companions with Anziano Cowden in the past. Besides that, we got to drive back instead of taking a bus, and that was REALLY nice. Anyways, Anziano Jorgensen and I had plans to go and see a few less actives in Teramo, but the first one fell through. Instead of coming back and waiting, we stopped in Giulianova and talked to F, an investigator of mine and Anziano Cowdens. We haven't seen him for awhile, so it was nice to talk to him again. However, he basically told us that he's not really interested right now. He'd love to meet with us every now and then, but he said his desire to read the Book of Mormon and be a member of the church must come from his own heart. It was a little disheartening, but afterwards we were talking about it and he said that he's simply not ready yet. It's so easy for me to forget sometimes that agency is a thing when we're teaching this gospel. Reminds me of alma 29:1-3.

"O that I were an angel, and could have the wish of mine heart, that I might go forth and speak with the trump of God, with a voice to shake the earth, and cry repentance unto every people!

"Yea, I would declare unto every soul, as with the voice of thunder, repentance and the plan of redemption, that they should repent and come unto our God, that there might not be more sorrow upon all the face of the earth.

"But behold, I am a man, and do sin in my wish; for I ought to be content with the things which the Lord hath allotted unto me."

It's hard seeing people say no to the gospel. But despite the sorrow, I'm still able to be happy. Not because everything is going perfectly or because I'm goofing off all the time. I'm happy simply because I know this church is true. I have a testimony of this work, and while it saddens me to see other people reject it, I find joy in my knowledge of its truthfulness. That's something no one can take away.

We also went up to Teramo and got lost trying to find a members house, but we found them and taught them eventually. We drove back, and had an awesome night! Why? For one, at the meet the president thing, there were some anziani from the Napoli zone that brought buffalo mozzarella
from Battipaglia.




Eating buffalo mozzarella :)

It's mozzarella made from water buffalo milk, and it's literally the best mozzarella in the world...and it was SO good. For another, we made pizzas!





Not using the buffalo mozzarella though. Stuff is too good to use on pizza being cooked in an oven. It was an awesome night!

And the next morning was even better. I'm pretty sure Anziano Jorgensen is one of the hardest working missionaries we've met. That morning we set up three appointments, got two numbers, taught a lesson AND got a new investigator. How about that for productivity? Afterwards, back in the house, we had a scambio review, and for me this was the best part of the scambio. Since I've come to the field I've been praying day after day to know how I can be a better missionary, and it seems like Heavenly Father wasn't ready to answer me...until that morning. At the end of a scambio, missionaries tell each other things they could work on. Anziano Jorgensen told me I should study patience, specifically with myself. The words were coming from his mouth, but I felt so sure they were coming from God. Of all the things he needs me to work on, it's this. I would've thought it'd
be something like diligence, concentration, courage or something like that. But no. Patience. And as I've been thinking about it, it makes sense why it's a heavenly attribute. In fact, it's the spiritual thing
I want to write about today!

All of us could use just a tiny bit more patience, I think. And it's not just patience. It's faith and hope, too. These three things are inseparably connected. Patience without hope or faith is merely a test
to see how long your strength can last you before you fall apart, and it's not really patience at all. But with faith and hope, patience becomes a willingness to endure all trials and hardships with a happy
heart. And why is it important to be patient with ourselves? Because we are not perfect. Sometimes I feel as though our understanding of the plan of God can make life harder, not easier...but only when we focus on ourselves. We understand that we need to be perfect, and that we ultimately will become perfect if we endure to the end. But let us not forget that 1) this is an eternal plan. Yes our goal is eternal life and perfection, but our path there is one of pain and sorrow, happiness and joy, change and development, commitment and dedication. It is not an easy path and merely walking it changes our very natures, so of course it's going to be hard! But it's an eternal path, and it's not one we're meant to complete in this life. President Uchtdorf said that "Sometimes in life we become so focused on the finish line that we fail to find joy in the journey." Let's be happy that we aren't perfect right now instead of being downhearted that we aren't like God already. We have weaknesses for a reason. Let's accept that. And how much happier we could be if we'd admit to ourselves that we're not perfect, but we're working on getting there. Let's be as kind and patient with ourselves as we are with others. We are all learning. We will all fall short at times. But let's take it one step at a time. "Don't be hasty", eh? Also let's not forget 2) that we aren't doing this alone. This is the most important thing. In this process of progression, let's remember the Savior and all he's done for us.
Instead of getting angry at ourselves for our shortcomings, let's replace that frustration with gratitude for the Son of God whose sacrifice makes up for more than what our shortcomings could ever amount to. That's the real key to patience and happiness. Instead of turning in, let's turn to Him, the source of all light and goodness. Gratitude, in my opinion and experience, can calm even the heart that's raging. So let's be grateful for Him, full of love for others, and patient with ourselves.

Few other little things from this week:

FOURTH OF JULY TODAY WOOOOOOT. Went to a park and played football and frisbee and ate steak, sausage, brownies, snicker doodles, cornbread, bruschetta, potatoes, cinnamon rolls, and tons of drinks. Pretty dang good p day! Saturday was awesome! Had two lessons fall through and got
rained on, but we did meet a guy named F, so there's that. We also had a movie night planned on Saturday in which we were going to show meet the Mormons, but uh, that was also the night that Italy played Germany in the euros, so.....yeah. We spent a solid 10 hours or so letting people know about it, and no one showed up. But instead of sitting around and doing nothing, we went out and sang hymns to people with the Sorelle, and it was a lot of fun! One thing I've learned out here is that when we work, God WILL bless us. Could we have stayed and just watched the movie with the members who came? Yup. Would it have been a good use of time? Nope. It would've been looooads easier than going out and working, but that's what we did! And I know Heavenly Father will bless us because of it. Also, I'm 100% sure I'm going to come home fat. We walk all day everyday, but when members feed us 5 course meals (per esempio yesterday we had a meal that started out with pasta, then went to sausage, then breads, then chicken, then dessert), walking won't do anything haha. Ah well. We're heading to Rome next week for p day, and we'll be going to the Vatican, so look
forward to pictures of that!

Anyways, I hope you all have fantastic weeks!

May the glory ever be to God

Anziano Hansen

Mission hymn lyrics in Italian :



The translation (secondo me, who has been "speaking" Italian for three
months so no judging) in English.

In the fruitful soil
Singing with happy heart
We declare love
Like heaven reveals it
For the humble and sincere
That which we say is true
Which manna is for the heart
Man will also know

Chorus:
With faith we advance doing His work
With strength we bring souls back to the Lord
Great is the priesthood that will save the world
Faithful to the mission, with honor we serve him

With laughter and with love
The kingdom we uphold
And with the truth
We free humanity
Of him, we testify
That he lives and reigns in heaven
We give life to God
But we will find it again (ma poi la ritroverem. This line is missing
from the paper)

Chorus

Italy is flourishing
Like it was promised
And the saints will advance
In the work that Paul did
The disasters and the problems
Will disappear to the sun
We will have blessings
If we look to eternity

Chorus

Pretty cool, eh?


Monday, June 27, 2016

The eagle has landed

The title has two meanings. One, we did a scambio (exchange) with l'Aquila this week, and l'Aquila literally translates to the eagle.  Also, president Pickerd arrived this week! Get it? The eagle has landed? Anybody? Anybody? No? Okay.


Chieti alto!


Also, you know it's going to be a hot day when you wake up and you're already sweating. But when that's the case every morning? Psh. Don't even know what to say. All I know is that it's hot. Everyone told me I'd get out of the shower, dry off, and feel like I was still sweating. Wrong. So wrong. It's not that I feel like it. It's that I AM still sweating. Literally. #gottaloveitaly

when it's hot and you have to wait for a train

Anyways! Besides that, it's been a pretty slow week. Like I said, we did go and do a scambio (exchange) with the anziani in l'Aquila though and that was really cool. All the missionaries came to Pescara for district meeting on Wednesday, and then we left with the l'Aquila anziani to go to their city. It was really cool! I love being able to travel a little bit around Italy and meet new people. I went with Anziano Burgos, who's in his fourth transfer and is from the Philippines. He's super cold! He's already fluent in Italian because he's lived in Milan for the past few years, so it was really fun to be with him. Anyways, we started off first by just doing some finding. He and I made it so fun! That's really the key to missionary work. Yes, it's work, but you've got to have fun while you do it. Anyways, we also went to go see a less active that night, and he was really cool! Gave us some fruit that I've never eaten before, but I really liked it. That night we went and got dinner at this place that sells panini for one euro. They're tiny sandwiches, but there's 100 of them to choose from, and they're cheap, so it's fun! But because the menu was part Italian and part Spanish, I was completely lost on what to get, so I chose randomly. Turned out alright. I did get one though that was a dessert panini. It was some type of chocolate bread they made with Nutella and Oreos as the stuff inside. May or may have not fallen in love. Who knows.

Anyways, l'Aquila itself is a really interesting place. It was hit by an earthquake a few years ago, and ever since its been under construction. From the missionaries house, you could see 50 cranes just all over the city. There used to be a ton more people that lived there, but not so much anymore. Still, it's really cool!

l'aquila by night

The next day we were supposed to go check a few addresses, but ended up having a miracle lesson with a guy on the bus. He actually started the conversation! He just looked at us and said "what's that on your guys' tags?" Turned into an awesome lesson on the restoration! Aaannndddd afterwards of course we had to stop and get some ice cream from McDonald's. Yup. The Golden Arches are everywhere. I also realized that it was the first time I'd had ice cream from McDonald's since December 3rd, 2014. What's that date? Oh you know. Just the day my sister left for her mission. And now she's COMING HOME WHAT THE HECK. Time flies on the mission, and that both makes me happy and scares me because I love it here. Yeah it's hard, but it's awesome. Anyways, later that day we had a lunch appointment with a member and her friends, and we were able to have a solid lesson with them as well. All in all, it was a good scambio!

district meeting skype roleplays

Okay. For some reason my iPad is being dumb and is taking forever to type, and then it deletes stuff. So I'm going to have to cut this email a little short. Sorry! Here are a few other highlights from the
week:

We were going to drop M as an investigator, but ended up having a miracle lesson with her that totally changed our minds. Apparently, the Lord has other plans for her right now and He doesn't want us to drop her! SO COOL! We had a few lessons with Massimo and Anabel as well, the new Venezuelan converts. They're awesome! Sadly, none of our other investigators are responding to our calls, so as for now, we've only been teaching M and trying our hardest to find new investigators. It's taxing, but I'm still loving it. And the secret to missionary work is actually in the name! WORK! No we may not have been having tons of success lately, but we are 110% confident that the Lord will bless us for our efforts. We also went to Sulmona, a tiny city close to l'Aquila in order to contact a referral. Ended up only having about 20 minutes with him, but we plan on going back sometime! We did see Sulmona though, and it's a beautiful little town. Gosh dang it Italy is cool sometimes. We also found the best gelato I've ever had. Anziano Cowden says it's the best he's had too! Man you guys are
missing out, haha. We also fixed our sink! Hallelujah. Hummmm. Let's see. I've been up since 4 this morning because we needed to do weekly planning. Yay for getting up early! Other than that, Italian is coming along well. AND HEY NEXT MONDAY IS THE FOURTH OF JULY. The missionaries in our district are having a barbecue, and it's going to be awesome😎 we're also going to Rome this week again to meet the new mission president! That's going to be awesome!

Lastly, I just have one lesson I've learned this week I want to share with you all.

I've been thinking a lot lately about this mission. More than anything, I want to change people's lives (help others change their lives with Christ is more like it, cause I don't actually do anything). I want to fulfill my missionary purpose. I want to invite others to come unto Christ and help them accept His restored gospel. I want to be bold, outgoing, optimistic and happy. But you know what? That's really hard, man. And sometimes I feel like because our numbers aren't the greatest in the mission, or because we haven't had any baptisms yet, I'm a bad missionary. I'll be honest, it's literally the easiest thing in the world to feel badly about yourself. Also, there's a world of difference between humility and feeling badly of oneself. Those who are humble accept that they will never be perfect, but they
rely on God. Those who are simply down and out about themselves are relying on their own strength rather than the strength of the Lord. So I've asked myself tons of questions this week about how I can rely on Him instead of myself. One huge thing I learned is that even in this process of learning to rely on Him, we are STILL relying on Him. It baffles me that He's commanded us to be perfect, but even in our attempts to keep HIS commandments, He's helping us! I'm not explaining this very well, so I'm hoping you'll all understand. And that's something I invite you all to do - ask yourselves how you can rely on Him more! And another hard lesson to accept is best explained in a verse of scripture.

"I say unto you that if ye should serve him who has created you from the beginning, and is preserving you from day to day, by lending you breath, that ye may live and move and do according to your own will, and even supporting you from one moment to another--I say, if ye should serve him with all your whole souls yet ye would be unprofitable servants."

I need to accept that He is the master, and this is His work. I can work all I want, but I will never be able to do anything that makes me worthy of praise or glory. When I labor with a mindset of wanting
numbers, I'm laboring alone. But when I - when WE - labor with the mindset of bringing souls to Christ, we are working alongside the Creator of the Universe, to Whom we owe all things. All I hope is that we will always be able to give Him the glory. Let's do the right things, for the right reasons, at the right times without hesitation.

I love you all and hope you have a fantastic week! Sorry again for the shortness of this email and my scattered thoughts. Hopefully next week will be better. Until then!

May the glory ever be to God.

Anz Hansen


Monday, June 20, 2016

LETS GOOOOO

(Title this week is Anziano Friedman's favorite thing to say haha)

Carissimi miei (My dear)! It's a wonderful day to be alive, wouldn't you say?

Anyways! (Please read the next line in the best news anchor voice possible) Topics from last week for today are as follows: Alessia, a very sad goodbye to the Waddoups at specialized training, a scambio (exchange) with Ascoli and just a tiny chance of happiness breaking through those clouds on the horizon (no rly tho).

Anziano Hansen with Pres. and Sorella Waddoups



Anyways! Alessia. To explain this, I need to tell you what was happening. This week was specialized training, so we were traveling to Rome! We'd left Wednesday evening so that Anziano Jorgensen (one of the zone leaders. This is also his last transfer!) and I could practice a song for specialized training the next day. We stayed the night with the assistants in their house. But yes. We were traveling to Rome, and I'll tell you it's a long bus ride.

Source: https://www.google.com/webhp?sourceid=chrome-instant&ion=1&espv=2&ie=UTF-8#q=pescara%20to%20tiburtina

You have one of two options.

1) talk to the person you'll be sitting next to for the next 3 hours or
2) don't.

Pretty simple, no? Anyways, the past few times we've gone to Rome I've always been quiet because talking to people is hard and scary, especially when it's in a language you don't completely grasp yet. But this time I determined it would be different. So we get on the bus and I sit down next to a girl a guess what? Silence. I don't say anything for a solid hour. Why? Because I'm a wuss, obviously. It got to the point though where I though "aww why the heck not let's just do it" so I said "scusa, tu sai quale citta è questa (sorry, you know what town this is)?" Probs didn't even say it right, but those words led to an awesome conversation and an extremely awkward selfie which I am debating to send or not. But yes! Alessia is 22, she loves leading scouts, reading Harry Potter, going hiking, reading various other books, movies, her boyfriend, volleyball (not soccer for some reason that I just can't comprehend. I mean you live in Italy! You have to love it!(but apparently not)), and speaking English! She spoke English while I spoke Italian, and it was hilarious. She'd mess up, I'd correct her. I'd mess up, she'd correct me. Hahaha it was fun. And I made a friend! Who knew it could be so easy, eh? In the end, I was able to exchange numbers with her so we'll hopefully contact her in the future. The one thing I wished I'd done though more than anything is shared my testimony. I felt like I should, but I didn't. Who knows what might've happened if I did? What do any of us know will happen if we share our testimonies? For all we know, one person (and not just one person. Including them, their family, their future family, and many generations to come) could be blessed because of it. That's reason enough to open our mouths, don't you think? Just something to remember next time you feel prompted to share your testimonies!

Continuing. So we got off the bus and went our different ways. We get off at Tiburtina and from there take a metro to get to Rome, and while we were walking to the metro, guess who called? Anziano Taranto! He's one of the assistants, and he's literally one of my favorite people in the mission. Why? You'll see. It's late at this point (9 ish), but he calls and asks if we want pizza. We tell him we don't have money for it, but he says "anziani, I didn't ask if you had money. I asked if you wanted pizza." HOW BOUT THIS GUY, EH? Anyways we eventually get to our stop, get picked up by Anziano Jorgensen and Anziano Borner, go to the house, practice the song for a bit, eat pizza (grazie a Anziano Toranto), and go to sleep. The next morning we get up, do studies, and head to the Rome 2 church for specialized training.

Photo source: http://romeitalymission.blogspot.com/2016/06/rome-east-specialized-training.html

We were first taught by Sorella McPheters on charity. Who, why, and how. It was awesome! Then the zone leaders instructed us on retaining investigators and commitment invitations. It's something I've been thinking about a lot lately. Both Anziano Cowden and I are wondering whether we should keep teaching some of the people we are teaching or no, and this was super helpful for us. It'll be interesting to see what happens in the future with what we took away. After that we had a few tiny announcements and then Anziano Jorgensen and I sang our song
while Anziano Cowden, my comp, played the guitar.



Photo source: http://romeitalymission.blogspot.com/2016/06/rome-east-specialized-training.html


We sang "I Need Thee Every Hour",


and while it def wasn't the best, it was far from terrible. Don't know about anyone else, but I felt the spirit! ...or you know, it might've just been my shaking legs, who knows. Let's just go with the spirit, aye? Good plan. After that, president and Sorella Waddoups taught us about being grateful and about counting blessings. To do this, they used beads.

Photo source: http://romeitalymission.blogspot.com/2016/06/lesson-from-beads.html

We all made bracelets,





Photo source: http://romeitalymission.blogspot.com/2016/06/rome-east-specialized-training.html

and afterwards, they talked about now each bead is a blessing.

Photo source: http://romeitalymission.blogspot.com/2016/06/rome-east-specialized-training.html

In this way, we all have a unique set of blessings. Also, the blessings never end. We made a few other comparisons as well. Our blessings are different than others, but does that make them any less valuable? No! Would we probably make a different bracelet next time? Maybe. Life changes, and so do blessings, but we adjust. That, among other things, is what we took away from it.


Photo source: http://romeitalymission.blogspot.com/2016/06/rome-east-specialized-training.html


At the end, because it's our last meeting with them, they bore their testimonies and afterwards we all said goodbye.

Photo source: http://romeitalymission.blogspot.com/2016/06/rome-east-specialized-training.html


Bittersweet. I know I haven't known them for very long, but I've learned loads from them already. But I am happy for their opportunity to go be with their families again,

Photo source: http://romeitalymission.blogspot.com/2016/06/rome-east-specialized-training.html

and also to meet president Pickerd in two weeks! After that, we talked to missionaries until they all left and it was just us and Ascoli. The bus to Ascoli didn't leave until 5, and it was just barely 2 ish, so we had time to do some studies and get materials and stuff. We left around 4 to get to the metro, took the bus back to Tiburtina, and we went from there to Ascoli. (Btws the Ascoli anziani are Anziano Anderson and Anziano Friedman)

And wow. Ascoli is AWESOME.

Bridge over a river, Ponte Di Cecco, Ascoli Piceno, Marches, Italy

It's a more mountainous region, and it's older than Rome. Pretty cool, eh? We got there pretty late, so we ate dinner and then went to sleep. We got up and ate breakfast, did studies, and then I went with Anziano Friedman for the day

Anziani Hansen e Friedman

while Anziano Cowden went with Anziano Anderson. It was a super good day! We first walked to go print off some flyers and on the way, I got to see a bit of Ascoli. It's wayyyy different from Pescara. It's a lot smaller, yes, but it's also older. The buildings are ancient (literally) and the scenery is completely different. Heck we were walking around and heard drums and I asked what they were for and Anziano Friedman said they're practicing to play in a jousting tournament in two weeks. A JOUSTING TOURNAMENT. You'd never see anything like that in Pescara. After that we went to go see a member who they're trying to prepare for the temple. I never realized how truly blessed I was to live in an area with a temple in ever direction. Here, it's either wait for the Rome temple, or go to
Switzerland,

Swiss Temple 
(Photo source:https://www.lds.org/bc/content/church/temples/bern-switzerland/images/bern-switzerland-808x480-CU090819_dcm01alt2.jpg) 

which is really difficult for most people. It was a really good lesson though. After that, we went and got some stuff for lunch, then went back to the house and made it. Did some studies after that, and Anziano Friedman helped me start on subjunctive! Still don't completely understand when and how to use it, but it's a start, and that's better than nothing. After lunch and studied were over, we went to go see Alex, an 18 year old from Romania who's the only member of his family, and who's also moving back to Romania in a few days. He wants more than anything for his family to know what he knows, and he also really wants to go on a mission. My heart goes out to people like
him, and I hope all the good comes to him and his family in Romania. We then walked around a tiny bit in the light rain that was falling. Holy cow that place made me feel like I was in Harry Potter. All these tight, narrow, crooked, cobblestone alleyways with weird shops on either side in languages I can't understand haha.


It was super cool! Ascoli reminded me more of what I thought Italy would be like than Rome does, tbh. We also went into a duomo (cathedral) that was massive.



Creeped me out, actually.

One, it's huge.





Two, it was dim lighting.



Three, the emptiness.








Four, the creepy Latin prayer they were playing through some speakers.
Five, all the weird paintings and fake bodies they had.
Six, the crypt. Yes, they had a crypt, and we walked through it.






All in all though, I liked it! Creepy, but cool. We then went to see an investigating family and had a solid discussion with them about the Book of Mormon and the importance of it. We then went home, had a scambio (exchange) review, ate dinner, and went to bed.



Lately I've been feeling overwhelmed with the amount of things I need to do. I've recognized a lot of stuff I can do to become a better missionary, but it almost feels like it's too much to do. How can one
person make so much change? Is it even possible? I know I'm only a transfer and a half into my mission, but I feel like my time in Italy is going to fly by. In dealing with these thoughts, there's a few
principles I've found that helped me.

First, looking at the big picture. In Moses 1:39, God says that it is his work and his glory to bring to pass the immortality and eternal life of man. Heavenly Father's plan encompasses everything I have done and will ever do. It is perfect. My time on the mission isn't the only time I'll have to make progression, and I need to recognize that. I can continue to be a missionary after the mission too! Why am I stressed out when there's no need to be? I can begin progressing now, but I need to remember that it's a plan of eternal progression, not mortal progression. I'll have all my life and all the eternities afterwards to become the person I need to be.

Two, instead of asking for more, giving thanks for what I've been given and then going and doing his work with the faith that he will make up for what I lack. I sometimes feel as though I need to be
better to share the gospel. I need to have more courage, more faith. I need more knowledge and greater understanding. And I've sometimes stopped myself from sharing the gospel because of those things. What I need to realize though is that I can share the gospel even now. We don't need to wait until we're better go begin doing good things. Right now, I am trying to become a better missionary. But does that mean I'm not who God needs me to be in order to share this gospel? No! I am exactly where I need to be right now. That doesn't mean it's always where I will need to be, but in this moment, I am what God needs me to be. Not in the sense that I am perfect, but in the sense that I can dogood things now. He can work miracles through me now. I don't need to wait to be the vessel for his good tidings. Before I entered the MTC, one of my favorite people in the world, my older sister,

Sis. Anela Hansen with Pres. and Sis. Toronto

sent me this:

"In every decision, we can either choose Christ and exercise faith in
him and live, or we can give in to doubts and lies and be sad like Satan. Learning to show faith in every decision (whether it be the faith to be obedient and workout at 6:30 even when you're tired, the faith to talk to one more person on the street after a long day of rejection because you know the Lord provides a way, or the faith to believe that the Lord has called and IS qualifying and CAN use you TODAY) is a process and the best part is that we can just start where we are." 

I read it again this past week, and it was just what I needed. It's taken a lot to believe that the Lord can use me and my limited knowledge of this gospel and how to speak Italian to impact someone's life for the better. But I'm getting there, and I will continue to work towards getting there until the day I leave this mission. Heck. Even until the end of my life! Becoming who the Lord wants me to become is a life long pursuit, and what a joyful journey it will be. So! In accordance with my goals of trying to be a better missionary, I have an invite for you all! It's simply to discover who the Lord wants you to be right now, and then set one simple, specific goal that will help get you there. Aaannndddd then of course when you do this you need to get up and get yourself some ice cream (soz you can't have gelato) cause you deserve it☺️

The rest of the week was pretty normal. Not much went on. In fact we didn't get a ton of stuff done in Pescara because we were gone for three days of the week. But still good! A few other little things that
went on: yup. Kitchen sink is still clogged. But we did have a family call us this week that wants us to teach them English! The rule here is that we can teach English, but we also have to teach the gospel. We mentioned that, and they said they're totally okay with us sharing the gospel with them! Also, Italy's been doing really well in the euros so far, and I couldn't be happier #forzagliazzuri! We also got lost this last week trying to find a man named Giuseppe. Getting lost is no fun when it's blazing hot outside. You know, just in case you didn't know. Almost bought a pair of super tight, lime green pants this past Monday. I was going to do it too until they told me it was €20 and not
€4 as the signs lead us to believe. Dang you, false advertisement. I've also decided I'll never live in a city where my schedule relies on buses, cause they're just not realizable yo.

Quote of the week: "I didn't go to England or America. I went to flippin' Ireland." - Alberto Marcone on what the difference is between accents in the English language.

So there you go! Hoping you all have a great week!

Smile, eh?



May the glory ever be to God.

Anz Hansen