Fancy cars

Helllooooo everybody

Hope your guys' week was as good as mine was! Real talk though, this week flew by so fast haha. Honestly feel like just two days ago was Monday, but here we are again! Today for p day we're going to be bowling for one of the Anziano's birthdays! Haven't been bowling in such a long time haha. I'll update you with who won next week👍🏼

"There's just something about the super tight alleyway thing that's characteristic of Italy that I love" 

Anyways, there's a lot of cool stuff that happened this past week. We've been working a lot on establishing relationships with people here, and it's been going really well. But let me just intervene for a second and mention how lucky you guys are at home! Sharing the gospel is so much nicer of an experience. Out here as a missionary, you feel really stressed with the amount of time you're given. It's hardly enough to build and maintain solid relationships, and when you share the gospel, it often comes off as just some random person trying to convince someone else that they ought to change churches. Obviously, as missionaries, we try to avoid and do everything we can to not come off like that, but it still happens often. As a member though, you're not pressured in any of those areas. You don't have to invite people right away. You're not pushed for time. You can just share the gospel in small and simple ways. We do that as missionaries as well, but MAN is it so much easier to do that as a member. People don't assume you're doing it solely for the purpose of trying to convert them😂 it actually reminds me of a quote that I want to share really quickly! It was elder Holland who said "Asking every member to be a missionary is not nearly as crucial as asking every member to be a member!"

Just something to think about😊

It's been a nice experience though being able to really get to know these people and just focus on loving them. It does mean we've been slacking a bit in picking up new investigators, but I feel like it'll be worth it as we've created real friendships with these people.

We also went to the catacombs here in Palermo this week! Hundreds and hundreds of skeletons and imma admit that I was a little creeped out haha. Here's a picture I took right before being chastened for not having read the "no pictures" sign.

My b I won't do it next time.

Other oddities from the week include
- Tripping for the first time in a long time while walking up a flight of stairs and getting a ginormous bruise on my thigh🙃
- Talking to a lot of Jehovah's Witnesses this week!...inside our members house🤔 hahaha we showed up to get one of the members sons to come with us to a food festival (didn't even end up coming), and while waiting for him, we talked with a different member until the JW's came knocking haha. It was only a little awkward. It got really uncomfortable though when they assumed we didn't speak Italian and began whispering to each other loud enough for us to hear that it was awkward for them as well😂
- EATING ARROSTICINI AGAIN!

Let me explain. In the region of Abruzzo (within the which Pescara (my first city) is located) they eat these things called arrosticini. They take tiny bits of lamb and put them on skewers and after cooking them, they brush them using rosemary sprigs dipped in olive oil and put on a little bit of salt. They're so good! The only downside is that they're not super filling and literally have to eat 100 of them to be full hahaha. I paid €2,50 for three skewers, but it was totally worth it.

- Speaking of arrosticini, we had the festival! It was super cool. For a couple days, they blocked off the Main Street and just filled it up with all these little tents of different cultural foods. They had English food (fish and chips, obviously), American food (hot dogs and hamburgers😂), Brazilian food, Hungarian food, Thai food, Pakistani food, and a lot of food from different regions in Italy. It was so cool!

- Attending a catholic choir concert where a friend was performing! It sounded really cool and the experience was one I won't forget. I mean, sure we only got there and caught the last few songs, but it was awesome!

- Talking with more Jehovah's witnesses who were infinitely cooler than the other ones we met haha. They also spoke English, and we talked the entire tram ride about the English premier league and soccer haha. Man I love just being friendly and talking with people! Best way to share the gospel you know☺

- Making and eating like, 6 pounds of fried rice.

We decided this week that we'd each just buy our own food to eat instead of cooking lunches together, and I thought "yeah I'll just buy a ton of ingredients and make loads of fried rice and eat that for most of my lunches and dinners.

I'm so sick of eating friend rice now hahahaha.

I think that covers the majority of the noteworthy stuff that happened this week haha...except for zone conference!

"The zone!"

"Me and my MTC comp at zone conference!"

I really really loved this zone conference. We focused all on the Book of Mormon and setting goals in the mindset of the talk "Good, Better, Best" by Elder Oaks

given a few years back. Here are some of the thoughts that came to mind as we discussed these things:

- We are our own investigators! I can't remember exactly what it was that made me think this, but I imagined how much I study and care about investigators and how hard I try to help them nurture their testimonies, and then thought about how I also need to be doing that for myself. It was an interesting thought. Am I nurturing myself spiritually to the point that I'm able to continue to progress and strengthen my testimony?

- We don't teach Mormon doctrine. We teach Christ's doctrine. That's an important distinction that I love about this church. We don't claim it to be the "Mormon" church. This is Christ's church. And what's so cool about our message is that it's all about Christ. He is the cornerstone of this church. He's the center of everything we do and say and it's awesome that I get to teach about that! It's also interesting inviting people to learn more about it. As they study and pray, they come to know for themselves that this is Christ's church and this is his doctrine. Love it!

- There was another super cool thing that was said by one of the apostles. I can't remember which, but it was in a mission president training seminar video that we watched where someone mentioned that behavioral change without Christ as the focal point isn't repentance. It's more than just a behavioral adjustment, it's a literal change of heart. I love how in the scriptures the heart is often portrayed as the total sum of our desires and wants. And that's what Christ can change! I don't understand how, but I have faith that Christ can change even those desires of the natural man that we have.

- We also talked about how as missionaries in Italy, we all get to the point where we say "eh. It's just another thousand year old building" or "eh. It's just another castle." We talked about the true beauty of Italy and how just because its old to us doesn't mean it's not beautiful. We then related that to the Book of Mormon and how we often forget its beauty and importance. We talked about how it answers specific questions and how we ought to use it as our main source for teaching, and I realized that I don't know it nearly well enough. So we all accepted the invite of asking ourselves a question each day before we began studies that we'd find an answer to, and it's been really cool thus far. I invite you to do the same!

I'm loving the mission life. I wouldn't trade it for anything in the world. This upcoming week we're going to be doing lots of finding, so expect to hear some miracles next week😉

"Just one of the hundreds of mentioned 'fancy cars' from the title. Never seen a car so nice😳" 

Have a good week y'all✌🏼

VVB e buona settimana☺

May the glory ever be to God

Anziano Hansen

Best way to celebrate Easter? Baptism!

(Forward note -- I actually had all this written out on Monday and tried to send it but we were all around the city so that never happened cause the city wifi is not so great, so here it is now. Soz. Buon Tuesday tutti☺)

Mornin peeps

So! This past week was pretty good. It went by suuuuper fast and I'm honestly not entirely sure how it's already Monday again but that kinda stuff just happens, so here we are again! The most exciting news is definitely that there was a baptism this week!

"From the baptism"

I talked a little bit about him last Monday and mentioned that he'd be baptized, and everything went smoothly this week. It was such a cool experience to see all of it done during Easter as well. I honestly can't think of a better time for someone to be baptized and confirmed as a member of the church than on Easter. I was able to officiate the confirmation as well, so that was a first and also a really cool experience for me. Having the priesthood on the earth once again is a great blessing that I'm only now coming to understand -- and that in just the smallest degree. God is good!

"Just some random place in the city that I thought was really pretty"

We also kinda had another tiny trio this week because Anziano Haws (if you guys remember, he's one of the other anziani in the house with me and my companion) needed to go get his permesso (it's basically a residency permit saying he's legal) from Rome, so we were with Anziano De Feo for one day as well. During the scambio (the exchange) I was able to learn a lot actually about myself and what I can improve. I think it's really interesting how quick we are to forget God and forget our testimonies. When I read in the Book of Mormon about how quickly the nephites were to turn from righteousness to wickedness I always think "man they're pretty dumb. I'd never do that!" But the same thing happens to each of us in different ways, and it's the mindset of "no it'll never happen to me" that gets us. For me, it's that one week I'm super pumped about missionary work and I work hard and am diligent and then the next week, I'm completely out of it. That's what the scambio helped me
realize. It reminded me that I can be better, that God needs more from me, and that I needed to recommit myself to the Lord. And it was cool, because after recognizing that, the next time we left the house I just started striking up conversations with people on the tram. No, there wasn't anyone who accepted a baptismal date right then haha. But it was nice to just be friends and talk about why I'm here. I think that's one of the best ways to share the gospel - just being a friend. Eventually the time will come when they'll remember what I said or they'll meet other missionaries, and it's at that point that's they'll be ready. I don't need to worry so much about being the change but just doing my part in pointing them towards Christ. If I do that with all the love my wimpy heart can muster, whether they accept the gospel now or later won't matter to me. If I've loved them and shared the
gospel, I'm happy☺

We also had an inspired district meeting

"The district!!...without the anziani from mistretta, that is."

this week in which we talked about the importance of the Holy Ghost. Time and time again, I'm baffled by how important the spirit is in missionary work. During the meeting, Sorella Garrett, one of the senior couples missionaries, mentioned how when the spirit guided us, he never forces us. She then made the relation to how when we pray, we can't pray to take away someone's agency. We shouldn't be praying for those around us to do something specific or to feel a certain way. Beyond going against their moral agency, it could also be going against the will of God. We can pray for them to be sensitive, sure, but the rest is up to us. How much more willing would God be to help us if we'd pray and ask to be able to be instruments in his hands and do his will? I thought it was a cool thought.

Again, happy Easter! Hope it was fantastic for all of you and that you all had time to ponder about the Savior's sacrifice for us. I was actually asked to give a talk this past week in sacrament meeting about what it means to be a follower of Christ, and even though I only had two days notice to prepare the talk, I had some thoughts come to mind that I wanted to share with you.

Christ, in the New Testament, invited fishermen to be his disciples by uttering the simple phrase "follow me". Of those disciples, it was said that they "straightway left their nets" or "immediately left the boat" to follow him. I really like the analogy used a few years ago in general conference where one of the apostles compared the nets to anything that's preventing us from being entirely engaged in following Christ. I then thought about what my nets are. What's preventing me from following Christ? It can be anything! And more than just recognizing what it is that's holding us back, we need to do what it takes to let those things go. We don't need to understand perfectly, and we don't need to have perfect faith. We just need to act on the tiny faith we do have and let go immediately. If we do, we can make the Savior's sacrifice for us more meaningful, more worthwhile in our personal lives. Let's not allow his love for us to go to waste! On a large scale, his sacrifice will never be considered a waste, but it's up to is to make it worth something in our own lives. Just as we can't take away the moral agency of others, he can't take away ours.

"From zone soccer last week"

I think though that the best promise is that when leaving our nets becomes hard, when the road to following Christ goes where we don't feel we can go, we can remember that he never asked us to do it alone. It's more than just following the Savior, it's walking with him. Because he is our resurrected Savior, we can do that everyday☀️



This upcoming week, we'll have zone conference! That's going to be exciting, so look forward to hearing about that next week.

"We were trying to get the person to take the photo so you could see the rest of the street in the background but they just COULDNT DO IT and I was angry but this photo turned out okay"

Buona settimana tutti☺✌🏼

May the glory ever be to God

"I mean they did get this one but I don't like it as much cause I'm not smiling"

Anziano Hansen

Happy Easter!

Hey people

We've had a pretty good week!

Gelato <3

Lots of finding and lots of teaching. Our two investigators are progressing well, and one is actually prepared for his baptism this upcoming week! It's really exciting, and he's got a really cool story. He came to church a few months ago (between 8-10) and then stopped because he wanted to look around and visit the other churches. During that period, he got the feeling that he should come back to our church because he just couldn't feel comfortable in other churches. He knew that there was only one church that had the truth, and it's Christ's. It's his church, and we've been blessed enough to have already found it. And now it's our privilege to share that knowledge with the rest of the world!

Other things from this week include a return to the trio life for two days! I don't think I've explained it to you guys yet, but I'm in a four man house now. The other two anziani are Anziano Haws, from Utah; and Anziano De Feo, from Canada. The latter is also the district leader. Anyways Anziano De Feo needed to go to Rome this week to take the ACT so he got on a plane and we stayed here with Anziano Haws! Hahaha it was so much fun and reminded me of the trio I was in for my last transfer in Pescara. Good times. We also had DDM and for the..training? I don't know what you call it in English, but we call it an addestramento. Anyways, for that part, we held a council and talked about our favorite missionary scriptures and how we can apply them to our own missionary work as well. The majority of the scriptures that were shared talked a lot about our dependence on god and the fact that this isn't our work, but his. It was humbling and v cool to see how each of us has that knowledge and was willing to not be amazing missionaries and glorify ourselves, but to be amazing instruments in the hands of God. I love this district!

"There was a tunnel that we had to walk under to get to a bus stop and I went down to check it out"

"It was so gross...it was like a 7 lane highway...it was long and dark and creepy and dirty and soooo stinky"

"Anziano Campbell! He was in my first district during my third and fourth transfers in Pescara. Hommmmmieee"

I've also come to be really grateful for my personal struggles and challenges on the mission - this last week especially. I've been feeling kind of confused about why I'm here and there's things I face here that make it hard to feel like this is where I'm supposed to be, but I've found so much comfort in the fact that God has a plan for me, and he's working miracles through these trials. Slowly, I'm becoming more like the person that he needs me to be. And not just for the now, but for all the years to come. I have a firm belief that my time in the mission - meaning all the easy times and all the hard times, too - will only make the rest of my life that much sweeter. So why complain? Why be angry that we don't understand the will of a loving God? Why be stressed if we know he has a plan that will lead to our eternal happiness? 

And on that note, I had a really cool experience this week! During elder Ballard's talk during general conference this past week,

he used a phrase that reminded me of Steven Covey's book "7 Habits of Highly Effective People".

Elder Ballard said "Goal setting is essentially beginning with the end in mind." Beginning with the end in mind. If I'm remembering correctly, there's an entire chapter dedicated to this topic in his book, and I read it a few weeks before I came on my mission while down in southern Utah on a camping trip with my dad. In the opening pages of the chapter, Covey invites us to think for a little bit about our funeral. Yeah. It sounds a little weird, but just listen. He invites us to think about it and then to write down what we would want our spouse, a child, a coworker, and our ecclesiastical leader to say about us (at least I'm pretty sure those were the people he mentioned...hopefully you're getting the idea). We can then use those responses as guides throughout our life, always reminding us of the people that we'd like to be. Cool, eh? So as I was thinking about that this week, I had a cool experience! In preach my gospel

chapter 8,

there's a personal activity in the "Ideas for Study and Application" found at the end of the chapter.

It asks missionaries to do kind of the same thing, but with regards to missionary work. It poses three questions, asking us on the final day of our mission what we want to have accomplished, who we want to have become, and what differences we want others to notice in us. As I went through that this week and pondered on where I've come from, where I am, and where I'm going, I realized that with regards to who I know I need to become and what I need to do, I'm doing better than I often give myself credit for. It echoed the words of an MTC branch president who once encouraged each of the missionaries in my zone, saying "you're doing better than you think you are". It was a really cool experience, and if you have the time, I hope you'll stop to think about it as well. If you don't have time, make time! It's important!

"This week I just took a ton of pictures of pretty stuffs here in Palermo"

"Pretty stuff"

And beyond that, this week is Easter! What a great time to reflect on the life and gift of our Savior, Jesus Christ. I won't steal too much more of your guys' time, but I know the Savior lives. I've never felt closer to him than on my mission, and I'm inexplicably proud, grateful, and humbled for the opportunity he's given me to be his representative for these two years, and for the rest of my life as well.

Have a wonderful Easter week everyone☀️✌🏼

"Me and the comp"

"Me and the comp again at an African barber shop"

"Eating African food with African members"

May the glory ever be to God

Anziano Hansen

curvvveeeeballl

Title from this week refers to all the stuff that happened haha. Man right when I thought I was starting to get the hang of Reggio Calabria, the Lord decided to send me away.

"New comp! His name is Anziano Adepoju. From Nigeria. Gonna learn how to make some good fufu😎"

Side note: This is Anziano Adepoju's story:

So the first question that might come to mind: where is Anziano Hansen now? For your information, I'm in Palermo 3 now. Palermo 3 is apart (hey mum you see how I spelled 'apart' correctly this time? Yeah that's right, I'm learning English still lol) of the Palermo zone, and is in Palermo itself. I mean, that's probably kinda obvious, but I figured I'd clarify just in case. It's one of the biggest cities on Sicily,

(Source: http://www.vacationstogo.com/images/ports/maps/173_w.gif)

and it's now the biggest city I've served in. That doesn't seem like so much of a curveball, right? I mean, it's just another city.

To a degree, that's true. But here's the twist: I'll be speaking English. The second question that comes to mind is probably: but Anziano Hansen, you're in Italy! Why would you speak English? And the answer to that is pretty simple: Palermo 3 is the international branch for the people who speak English. That means a few things. 1) it means that my sacrament meetings will be in English for the first time in almost a year 2) it also means that for the most part, I'll be teaching in English 3) I'll be spending almost all my time among foreigners.

Initially I had a lot of doubts and fears and I'll be honest, I was also kind of angry. I had all these reasons that justified me in being upset. For one, I was called to speak Italian and preach the gospel to Italians, right? Secondly, I was just getting to know how to do the work in Reggio and we had good things going for us. Why take me away now? What about all the people that I'd worked with and loved and had found and was teaching? Thirdly, what about my Italian? What if I lose it? Heck! I don't want to speak English! And for all you guys, all these reasons will seem petty. And you're right. They were petty, and I was being childish. I really just didn't want to go. I don't know what it was about it that made me not want to go, but I had an unwilling heart.

I had some experiences though that were really humbling for me and got me thinking about what humility really is and the role it plays in our conversion to the gospel of Jesus Christ.

One of the first things I learned was something that Anziano Governici (my district leader while I was in Reggio)

"Last pic with these guys for awhile (Anziani Vance and Governici [middle]...homies!)" 

mentioned to me. As I was talking with him about it, he said something that I'd honestly never taken thought for. He said "You weren't called to speak Italian or to teach the Italian people. You were called to labor in Italy." And to that, I'd add that I was called to labor in Italy under whatever circumstances he deems I'm in need of for my own spiritual progression as well as that of those around me. The lesson I got from that was that we first have to put aside what we want. We truly have to sacrifice our will and put the Lord's will first. That makes me think of the Italian word 'sacrificare' (to sacrifice), which derives from the Latin words ...(I actually can't remember the Latin words but I remember that we had a Sunday school lesson where we talked about this. Just look up the Latin words yourself okay😭)... which mean "render" and "sacred". That's pretty cool. In that sense, when we're sacrificing something, we're making it sacred. So cool!

I was also reading through Alma this week for some studies and came to chapter 37 in the which he talks about prayer. I love verse 37 where he says

"Counsel with the Lord in all thy doings, and he will direct thee for good; yea, when thou liest down at night lie down unto the Lord, that he may watch over you in your sleep; and when thou risest in the morning let thy heart be full of thanks unto God; and if ye do these things, ye shall be lifted up at the last day."

I've been working really hard this week and trying to have good prayers and beyond that, it's been quite the experience trying to just allow what I want be swallowed up in what he wants. And we can do that all the while understanding that he only has our well being at heart. I'm so grateful for that. Humility isn't my strongest point, and in no way do I claim to be an expert on it now after these few days, but I have a clearer understanding of how God functions now and how much he actually loves me. I'm still a little nervous, but I'm so excited for these new challenges and opportunities that I have to learn and grow. How blessed am I to be a missionary!

Other than that, there's not much to recount. It was a hectic week with transfers and trying to get around and say goodbye and what not.

"One last pic with anziano Peterson"

It was actually a huge blessing to get around and see all the members in Reggio before I left, and I'll really miss them. It was a good closure though. I'll really miss the district I was with as well. Mannnn those guys were so cool! I'm now in a 10 man district though, so I don't have much reason to complain haha. This district is about half as big as my last zone haha. It's a good life, peeps.

I'll have a better email for you guys next week telling you more about the area and what not. For today though, it's enough to say that we went to a beach and played frisbee because today was our last day to be at the beach. IT WAS SO PRETTY!!

"Went to the beach for p day today! Such nice weather!"

Here's some other pictures as well from just walking around the area.

"I feel bad for all you Americans who don't know what focaccia is"

"We ate Sunday lunch at the senior couples' house in our area. They're so cool! And the food was so good!😧"

I feel like there's so much more to say hahaha but all I hope in writing all this is that in someway, it'll help you guys. Maybe not today, this week, or even these next few months. But I know that humility is important and needs to play a major role in our gospel experience in order to be truly converted. That will mean different things for each one of us, so I won't tell you what to do. But I invite you all to study humility and ponder on it. And then maybe even bring a question about it to general conference because that's THIS WEEK WOOOOOO!

I love you all and hope ya have the greatest week!

May the glory ever be to God

Anziano Hansen

the second step

heyyy everyone!

okay so i'm not entirely sure where i'm going to go with this email today, but i'll just begin writing and see what happens. also, i'm using the church computer today which is really nice because it's been SO LONG since i've been able to use a keyboard. ahhh man i miss these things. it's really frustrating though because it's formatted differently. this might actually take a longer time to type than if i used my ipad. ah well. we'll see.

"And here's a picture from last week that I don't think I sent. If I did, sorry." 

also my mum told me last week that my english grammar is getting really bad and i think i confirmed that when i went back through my weekly email and (keep in mind though that i only had a few minutes so i wasn't able to be very thorough) wasn't able to find anything wrong with them? that makes me sad because although i love italian, english will forever by my mother language and the fact that i'm forgetting how to speak it properly is breaking my heart.

sad day.

but on the flip side we did get 5 kilo bag of freshly picked oranges from an investigator, so there's that. we also found out today that our favorite cookies were on sale today. two euro for one kilo. TWO EURO FOR ONE KILO THAT'S SO GOOD. but also bad, because we're both already fat. gosh dang it italy is going to kill me.

another thing to be happy about is that we're going to palermo 

(Source:http://www.easyjet.com/en/holidays/shared/images/guides/italy/sicily/palermo.jpg) 

this week! and i'll get to see anziano young (my companion from brindisi) and anziano anderson (from my first district in pescara -- we were in the same district for 6 months) again!! ah man i'm so excited to see them again. i'll be sure to take lots of pictures and send them all. that's also why there's going to be hardly any pictures this week. i figured that i'll just send a ton next week. (yeah i know that's actually a lie i just didn't take any pictures this week. sorry.)

"Sorry for the lack of photos this week"

anyways! this week was pretty good. after a really nice p day with sun and what not, it got extremely windy and stormy and we actually thought we might die on our boat ride back to reggio from messina (we were there for district meeting). luckily, prayers work, and we had smooth passage despite the raging storm. the weather though did make it a little hard to do missionary work out on the streets and what not, so we spent quite a bit of time indoors calling old contacts. that actually turned out really well, and we were able to find quite a few cool people that we'll hopefully meet with in the upcoming weeks!

"She wrecked both me and anziano Peterson in checkers and she's 10"

honestly i think we've had more success doing calls than we've had contacting people on the street haha. and besides that bad weather, anziano peterson was sick for a little while so we stayed home for that as well. the weather has recently cleared up though, and it's now burning hot outside. oh goodness i think i might die of heat exhaustion. i'd still take the heat over the cold though. but MAN you don't know heat until you experience an italian summer as a missionary. and to top it off, this next summer is going to be a SOUTHERN italian summer. oh boy it's gon be hot. all the more reason though to go and get gelato though amirite? other than that, we just did a lot of finding and had some cool things happen. but before that, i want to talk about the important lesson that i learned.

so last week i mentioned all that stuff about rising to a new sense of commitment and moving into the realm of where you don't know what to do and how that's where miracles happen. here's that quote that i used from elder scott.

"When you push against the boundaries of experience into the twilight of the unknown, the Lord will strengthen you. The beauty of your eternal soul will begin to unfold." 

and that's exactly what i tried to do last week! i pushed past those boundaries and moved into the realm that i hadn't known for awhile. it was a realm of consecration, of obedience, of willingness to do whatever the lord asked. and my thinking was "okay cool i'll move into this realm and everything will just happen perfectly. god will make miracles happen."

but that's not how it works. in fact, that's never how it's worked. god has always required faith before the miracle. why? because miracles don't produce faith, and it's not until after the trial of our faith that we will see miracles (or have the confirmation of our faith...however you want to phrase it). and that was the second step for me this week. step one was rededicating myself to the work, and step two was taking that leap of faith and trusting the lord enough to do something about it. and what i've been reminded of this past week is that the lord works by small and simple means. that brings me to alma 37:6-7 which says the following.

"Now ye may suppose that this is foolishness in me; but behold I say unto you, that by small and simple things are great things brought to pass; and small means in many instances doth confound the wise.

"And the Lord God doth work by means to bring about his great and eternal purposes; and by very small means the Lord doth confound the wise and bringeth about the salvation of many souls."

i sometimes feel like i need to be working miracles to find new investigators. i feel like his hand should be evident in everything that i do, every single moment of the day. but the fact of the matter is that it's not typically like that. and once i realized that the lord wasn't asking me to move mountains but move individual pebbles, the work became much easier. and that's what i think i love about the gospel so much is that it pushes us just enough to get out of our comfort zone, but not far enough that we can't do it. i love that so much about the gospel. we can be completely sure that we won't fail because this isn't the work of man, but the work of god. we can trust him completely. whatever the result may be of our actions, as long as we took that jump, we will be successful. and i've seen that this last week in the smallest of ways in the impressions to call a specific person, in the feeling to go to a specific place, in the desire to continue to share the gospel after a day of rejection, and above all in the hope that i feel at the end of each day thanks to the savior. it's an amazing thing to be a part of this great work. while i haven't seen the greatest success come from all this, i've felt joy all the same because i know that i'm doing the lord's work, and when we do the lord's work, we can be sure that we're not wasting our time. he will bless these people through me. whether or not i see those blessings come to them is of little importance to me. what does matter to me is that i'm worthy, dedicated, and doing what the lord asks so i can become who he needs me to be for these people now and all the people i'll meet in the future.

that's it for this week. sorry that this is so long and has hardly any pictures. my b. i'll be sure to compensate for that next week.

ooohhh and before i forget i thought i should mention to you guys that GENERAL CONFERENCE is coming up soon! i'm so excited for that! and i wanted to invite you guys to begin to prepare for that now! i may not be an apostle, but i can promise you that as you begin to prepare yourself to hear the words of the lord now, you'll be much more receptive to what the spirit has for you when it does come around. just something to think about.

love you all and hoping you have fantastic weeks!

che la gloria sia sempre a dio

anziano hansen

rising to a new sense of commitment

Sup.

You know, I remember back to those days when I used to get up on Mondays and think "well, dang. It's another Monday." But now, Monday's are some of my favorite days of the week because I get to write too all of you guys and see lots of bell'Italia 🇮🇹 yeah. I love this place! Today, we're in Messina with the missionaries here. Apparently, there's a member here who owns one of the biggest trampoline parks in Europe, and that's how we'll be spending p day. I feel badly for the people who have to do things like, I dunno, do water colors of avocados. It's just, what do you do for p day if you can't go see some thousand year old wall and then jump on trampolines, ya feel?

Happy carnival 😎👌🏼 

But that's besides the point. Today, I hope y'all are ready to hear about the week that is literally changing my mission. I probs won't be able to explain it well at all, but I hope in some way you'll be able to understand everything I want to say.

This week was really really good. As I mentioned in the last email, we had zone conference

Catania Zone, February 2017

from the which I learned a ton! I got a lot out of it for myself and our area. One thing I especially loved though was just from my own interview with president Pickerd. Recently, I've been having a rough time feeling completely committed to the Lord. It's not that I've been doing huge, terrible things, but I knew there were small things in my daily routine that needed to be fixed. It was hard to find the desire to do that, and I knew there was something that needed to be changed, I just didn't know where to begin. President Pickerd helped me begin though. He directed me to some studies that I could do, and beyond that, I started doing studies of my own. Some of my favorite scriptures with regards to this topic are from 2 nephi chapter one where lehi speaks to his sons. He says things like the following:

"O that ye would awake; awake from a deep sleep..."

"Awake! and arise from the dust..."

"And he (the Lord) hath said that: Inasmuch as ye shall keep my commandments ye shall prosper in the land; but inasmuch as ye will not keep my commandments ye shall be cut off from my presence." 

"...arise from the dust, my sons, and be men, and be determined in one mind and in one heart, united in all things, that ye may not come down into captivity;" 

"Awake, my sons; put on the armor of righteousness. Shake off the chains with which ye are bound, and come forth out of obscurity, and arise from the dust." 

After phrases like that, how could I not recommit myself to the Lord? And as I thought about it a little more, I realized the real reason why I've been struggling recently. It's really just because I was afraid of not being enough. I was afraid of trying again -- REALLY trying -- and failing. But there's a few things I learned with regards to this that calmed my mind and brought peace to my heart. One, learning to trust in the Lord. The big promise for me that I've been relying on is that when I open my mouth, it'll be filled. It's hard to begin, but when we do, the Lord helps us. That was actually demonstrated really well when on Saturday night we were riding a bus and I saw a guy with a New York hat. Whenever I see people with articles of clothing with cities in America, I always try to talk to them. It's typically pretty easy to approach them, but man I just did NOT want to talk to this guy. I was tired and hungry and a big part of me thought "nah he'll just brush us off anyways." But I tried. Turns out, he met the missionaries over 20 years ago and has read the Book of Mormon a few times. He mentioned as well that he's been having a rough time lately, and I honestly can't even remember most of what I said, but I remember that at the end he was committed to read the Book of Mormon again. No, he didn't want to meet with us again, but he said he'd read, and that's a start. And that's what it's about. It's about pushing ourselves beyond what we believe or even want to do and allowing the Lord to take over. I read a talk by Elder Richard G. Scott this week, in which he explains this concept beautifully.

"When you push against the boundaries of experience into the twilight of the unknown, the Lord will strengthen you. The beauty of your eternal soul will begin to unfold."

Cool, eh? And what I love so much about this is that we can completely and entirely trust the Lord. We can give Him our all, holding nothing back, because we know that His will is perfect, that he is perfectly capable of helping and strengthening us, and that he is perfect in keeping His promises. But it takes faith. Faith enough on our part to push past what we know and where we are comfortable unto the realm of what we can't understand. It's in that realm that miracles happen.

That makes me think of another quote. I don't remember who said is, but I've always loved it.

"If you only do what you can, you'll never be more that what you are."

Man if only that weren't true. Progression is uncomfortable. But when we take those steps and stretch ourselves, the Lord will strengthen us, and that's something we can be completely sure of.

That's really the big reason that helped me get over that bump of feeling lazy and uncommitted - trusting the Lord. There's a few other things that go into it as well, such as: loving the Lord and therefore having a desire to do his will, loving Christ and desiring to share my testimony of Him, and love for the Italian people. If you didn't catch the theme behind all of those, it's love. There's another quote that goes into this from the prophet Jospeh Smith. He said "“Love is one of the chief characteristics of Deity, and ought to be manifested by those who aspire to be the sons of God. A man filled with the love of God, is not content with blessing his family alone, but ranges through the whole world, anxious to bless the whole human race. This has been your feeling, and caused you to forego the pleasures of home, that you might be a blessing to others, who are candidates for immortality, but strangers to truth..."

I've reawakened to that, too. I remembered why I'm here, and it's because I love these people. That's nothing new to me, but something that I'd forgotten. I thought back though to what it was like when I opened my mission call.

I was by myself in my basement on a Saturday morning in October. When I read that I'd be serving in the Italy Rome mission, I knew of a certainty that it was where he needed me, and I knew that because I already loved them. Long before I got my mission call, long before I even knew I'd be graduating early and stopping soccer and making sacrifices to come out here, I loved them. The ones who say no, the ones who say yes, the ones who don't say anything. I love them all. It's amazing what love can do.

Sorry all that was really just about me and what I learned. Hopefully you'll be able to take away something from this email. I just love the mission and how much I'm learning and growing. Yes, it's uncomfortable and difficult, but I wouldn't trade it for anything in the world.

Ahahahaha this was from one of the attempts when anziano governici messed up lol

"Hey beautiful" 

We got all the anziani who knew how to do backflips and attempted a photo. Ehh. Could've been better😂 

Anyways, to a little bit more of the work this week...there's not much. We've been trying really hard to be creative and get the work pumping here. It's been a long process, but I think we're finally getting there. Saturday we actually went out with a whiteboard trying to show people the gospel library app. We've been trying to reach out to the youth more and we felt like this would be a good way to do it. Ahahahaha it was so hard to transition from that to getting appointments, but it was really fun and we actually had more people stop and talk to us than we had that just said no. That's the first time that's ever happened on my mission where people have listened more than rejected us. It was a good day☺

We also had a lesson with a part member family yesterday evening. Anna, the wife, isn't a member but she's sooooo ready. She actually told us yesterday that she wants to be baptized and knows that it's the right thing to do, but she has some reservations and a few questions she needs to answer for herself before she's baptized. The lesson started out really hard though and I was praying SO HARD to know what to do and what to say because what we had prepared was not at all what we needed to teach and it turned out well. We just kept coming back and using the Book of Mormon to teach doctrine and answer questions and then pose questions of our own. It was a really cool experience to see the spirit working throughout that whole lesson, to see God do His work. She's definitely one step closer to making that commitment.

I also found out that this week that we get to go to Palermo on the 16th because anziano Peterson needs to get his permesso and I'll get to see anziano young AND anziano Anderson again and I'm SOOO EXCITED!

Sorry this email was v long. If you stuck it out to the end, here's a thumbs up to you👍🏼

Make this week something worth remembering.

Che la gloria sia sempre a Dio

Anziano Hansen

sick and rainy days

Gooooooood moorrrniinnggggg friends!

So! You're actually going to be getting this on Monday because right now we're in Messina and there's wifi here so here you go!

This week has been pretty hectic and this next week is going to fly by! This past week both Anziano Silver and I have been kind of sick. It actually only kept us home for one morning, because the other days we decided we were healthy enough to leave. It's still pretty cold though. It didn't snow again this week, but there was a bit of hail and a TON of rain. Ahahahaha it was funny. On Saturday it rained really really hard for about 5 minutes. Do you know where we happened to be for those 5 minutes? Outside, walking to the bus stop. Hahahaha we spent all the rest of the morning inside and then the five minutes where we're outside it desires to pour. We were soaked hahaha but we loved it.

This week I learned to appreciate the small things. Things like finding out our investigators actually don't need to work on sundays and can actually come to church. Things like eating pancakes and syrup for breakfast.

Things like members offering us rides home after church on sundays (<---- really grateful for that one actually. Home is a walk that takes about an hour so we were happy 😊). Things like having doterà cough drops my mum put in my suitcase months ago to help my sore throat. Things like getting fresh clementines from members after helping them put apps on their tablet. There's so many things to be grateful for if we'll just open our hearts to the love that surrounds us.

Another huge miracle for me this week was learning that God can change our desires. As I was pondering this last week during a nightly prayer I had a thought come to mind about why I'm doing this mission. Is it because I really want to do it, or because I feel like it's my duty? And I realized that while my intentions were good, they weren't the best. That matters to me because I honestly believe that when my intentions and desires are correct, the spirit will flow that much more easily and I'll be that much more in tune with the will of God. But how can I change my desires? They're natural, aren't they? While that's true, God is able to work with even the smallest of desires. I think of two things when it comes to this. One is Alma chapter 32 when he speaks about the seed of faith. I believe it is the same thing for all desires to do good.

"Now, we will compare the word unto a seed. Now, if ye give place, that a seed may be planted in your heart, behold, if it be a true seed, or a good seed, if ye do not cast it out by your unbelief, that ye will resist the Spirit of the Lord, behold, it will begin to swell...ye will begin to say within yourselves--It must needs be that this is a good seed...for it beginneth to enlarge my soul...to enlighten my understanding...to be delicious to me." (Alma 32:28)

I love that it says "it beginneth" to enlarge, enlighten, and be delicious. Overtime, if we will allow God to do so, he will help us change our desires even until the point where those righteous desires manifest themselves in the way we live our day to day lives. It takes time, but it's possible.

Pday adventures!

The second thing that comes to mind is Elder Jeffrey R. Holland's conference talk from last April.

There's two parts I'd like to share really quickly.

"With the gift of the Atonement of Jesus Christ and the strength of heaven to help us, we can improve, and the great thing about the gospel is we get credit for trying, even if we don’t always succeed." He then continues, saying "Please remember tomorrow, and all the days after that, that the Lord blesses those who want to improve, who accept the need for commandments and try to keep them, who cherish Christlike virtues and strive to the best of their ability to acquire them. If you stumble in that pursuit, so does everyone; the Savior is there to help you keep going."

Isn't that one of the best things you've ever heard? God will not only bless us according to our desires, but He'll help us get to that point where our desires are correctly aligned with his will. He's in every step that gets us to eternal life, and it was meant to be this way. We were never destined to walk this path alone, but with the help of Gods. Our destiny is to succeed.

But, of course, we've got to go and ask for help first. It's when we kneel in humble prayer and ask Him to help us change  -- and REALLY mean it -- that we merit the help of heavenly aid in our daily lives. After that, all he expects is that we just do our best.

Man. I really just love this gospel.

"Us on the ferry to Messina this morning"

We're spending p day in Messina today, and then tomorrow we'll be heading down to Catania for zone conference, which will be on Wednesday. Looking forward to being in Sicily for a little while😎🇮🇹

I also just realized that we took like, zero pictures this week.

"I literally took this like two seconds ago and it's us emailing sorry it's not exciting😭 "

So here's a few pictures a took with my iPad super quick so you actually have something to look at hahaha.

Che la gloria sia sempre a Dio

VVB!❤

Anziano Hansen